TO MY KIDS

TO MY KIDS

THE FIGHT HAS BEEN LONG AND HARD AND I M ONLY ONE I GAVE IT ALL I HAD AND JUST ABOUT LOST IT ALL I HAD, FOR YEARS I FAULT THE FIGHT YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND, AND I HOPE WILL NEVER HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, NEVER BELIEVE WHEN YOU HEAR DIDNT LOVE, THE LOVE I GOT LIKED TO DESTROYED EVERYTHING I HAD ALWAYS KNOW I WILL BE HERE RIGHTS OR NOT ... ONE DAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHY I DID WHAT THEY FORCED ME TO DO, THEY WILL SAY CHOICE, AND I WILL SAY SHOULDNT BE A CHOICE..

KNOW THAT MY LOVE RUNS DEEP,

NO MATTER WHAT ANYBODY SAYS OR WHY THEY SAY IT

JUST ALWAYS KNOW I WILL BE HERE

I M RICH WITH LOVE NOT WITH MONEY AND ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE LOVE IS BETTER THAN MONEY

MONEY IS THE EVIL OF THIS WORLD PEOPLE DO DUMB AND UNLOGICAL THINGS FOR THERE LOVE OF THIS EVIL..

ALWAYS KNOW THE THREE YOU WERE HERE I DID MY BEST TO SUPPORT YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN, I GUESS I WAS ON THE THIN SIDE OF MONEY, BUT RICH WITH LOVE FOR YOU ALWAYS BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU COME FROM WE ARE ONLY ONE AND NO OTHERS WILL BE LIKE US IN OUR OWN VERY WAY....

 JUST BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE ALWAYS STAND STRONG IN WHAT YOU BELIEVE AND NEVER BACK DOWN THIS FIGHT HAS BEEN LONG AND HARD AND NOW I SET MY GUNS ASIDE FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO LOVE LIFE AND BE HAPPY U MAY FORGET THE FACE BUT YOU WILL NEVER FOR GET THE NAME

PIECE TO YOU ALL AND MAY "GOD" HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOLE AS I HAVE FELT NO MERCY BUT I STAND TO LIVE IT ...

THE PAST THREE YEARS

THE PAST THREE YEARS HAVE BEEN SPENT FIGHTING FOR MY KIDS THE ONES I GAVE UP ON YEARS BEFORE, AFTER THREE YEARS OF SPENDING EVERYDAY PROTECTING MY KIDS FROM THE ONES WHO HURT THEM, THEY MUST STRAY BACK TO, WHY YOU ASK , WELL I DO NOT KNOW , MAYBE SOCIAL SERVICES DO OR MAYBE THE COURTS KNOW, OR MAYBE EVEN GOD,, BUT I DONT NOT,,, I HAVE SPENT THE YEARS FIGHTING FIGHTING , FIGHTING ,AND FIGHTING NOW IM DONE, NO MORE FIGHTS NO NO MORE , I AM DONE WILL NOT FIGHT NO MORE,, THIS BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO SAY THEY UNDERSTAND AND THAT THEY GET IT,, BUT ALL THAT IS TO PISS ON YOU LATER, YEP YOU GOT THIS FAT FUCKIN BITCH ON THE LEFT, THAT HAS PRETTY MUCH FUCKED EVERYONE IN HER FAMILY FROM BROTHER TO STEPDAD, WHILE MOTHER LISTENS, TO DUMBASS SOCIAL SERVICES THAT HAS DONE HEARD BOUT THE TRUNK, HAS HEARD ABOUT THE BABY BUYING INCIDENT AND NUMBERS OTHER ALL TO DO NOTHING UNTIL YOU PISS THEM OFF JUST LIKE MY BLOGS, WELL SORRY IF THE TRUTH HURTS, BUT THAT LIFE RIGHT ISNT THAT WAT YOU TOLD ME, YEAH I STILL PAY MY CHILD SUPPORT BUT THAT FAT BITCH HASNT DONE ANYTHING BUT CAUSE MORE HARM,, SO FUCK IT I M DONE LET THEM FUCKIN HAVE IT ALL WHO FUCKIN CARES FOR "FATHERS" HAVNT FOUND ANYONE YET SO FUCK OFF

GOOD DAY AND FUCK OFF LOSERS

 C U AROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



MENTAL NOTE TO SELF

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MY MIND TO DAY 1-25-11

TODAY  INT BAD AT ALL FINALY GOT THINGS STRAIGHTENED WITH MY DAUGHTER AFTER HER MOTHER FUCKED THINGS UP AGAIN  WHEN WILL PEOPLE LEAVE THEIR KIDS ALONE AND STOP CAUSING THEM MENTAL ANGUISH. THE BULLSHIT SOME OF THESE MOTHERS PULL IS FUKIN STUPID AND THEY DONT SEE THAT. YES I M SURE EVERYONE HAS READ MY BLOG ON USELESS, STATE, COUNTY, GOVERMENT, AND SOME MAY THING IM STUPID BUT THESE OUR THE THINGS THEY DO TO ME, AND OUR DOING TO EVERYONE EVERYDAY, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, TODAY MAY BE THEY DAY I FINALY BROKE THROUGH  TO SOMEONE AND MIGHT GET SOME HELP FINALY, EVERYONE PRAY, THAT THEY WILL DO THIER JOB THIS TIME AND FROM NOW ON. HOPEFULLY ALL MY HARD WORK WILL FINALLY PAY OFF I HOPE, I HAVE RAISED ALOT OF HELL HER IN MY HOME TOWN BUT FOR A GOOD REASON, BEING ACCUSED OF BEING A METH COOKER (WHICH I ONCE WAS BUT NOT NOW), AND A POT GROWER (WHICH I ONCE WAS BUT NOT NOW), YES I FINALLY GREW UP AND GOT GOOD WOMAN WHO TAKES CARE OF ME AND MY CHILDREN, SO THE MIND IS PRETTY GOOD TODAY CAUSE I KNOW MY SELF AND MANY OTHERS THESE THINGS ARE LIES AND IT HAS BEEN PROVEN OVER AND OVER AGAIN 

SO THE MIND SAYS TO ALL YOU HATERS KEEP HATEN "GOD" WILL JUDGE YOU IN YOUR OWN TIME SO KEEP JUDGING PEOPLE YOU WILL BE JUDGED IN YOUR OWN TIME TRUST ME. BUT THAT OK PEOPLE CAUSE WE KNOW THE TRUTH RIGHT BUT FOR NOW ME ,MY WIFE AND KIDS ARE SAFE AND I PLAN TO KEEP IT THAT WAY PERIOD.

SO GOOD DAY FROM DIRTS WORLD

AND ILL BE BACK!!!!!!

DUMB ASS BITCHS

HERE WE GO AGAIN PEOPLE THE DUMB ASS BITCH IS AT IT AGAIN CALLING SOCIAL SERVICES CALLING THE STATE POLICE AND WASTING EVERYONES TIME AND MONEY  MOSTLY THE TAX PAYERS MONEY. THE BITCH SITS BACK SMOKES HER SOME CRACK AND STARTS FREAKING OUT SEE THAT'S WHAT CRACK DOES TO YOU IT MAKES YOU DO STUPID SHIT, THE DUMB ASS BITCH CAN CALL ALL THESE PEOPLE AND MENTALLY ABUSE THE KIDS AGAIN, BUT THE DUMB ASS BITCH CANT PAY CHILD SUPPORT , SHE CAN HIRE HER AN A ATTORNEY , BUT THE DUMB ASS BITCH CANT PAY CHILD SUPPORT, THE DUMB ASS BITCH CAN BUY HER CRACK, PAY FOR HER INTERNET HER CELL PHONE, BUT THE DUMB ASS BITCH CANT PAY CHILD SUPPORT. SHE DON'T CARE AT ALL ABOUT THE KIDS LIVES SHE DESTROYS OR WHO'S FAMILIES SHE HURTS DUMB ASS BITCH'S I REALLY REALLY HATE BITCH'S LIKE THIS YOU KNOW THE ONES WHO DON'T CARE WHO'S LIVES THEY DESTROY. THE CRAZY BITCH'S SHOULD BE COMMITTED OR THROWED IN FUKING JAIL, OH I FORGOT I M WORKING ON THROWING THERE DUMB ASS IN JAIL SINCE THEY HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO EXCEPT STIR UP SHIT AND OF COURSE NOT PAY CHILD SUPPORT, NO GOOD BITCH'S. DON'T WORRY PEOPLE THE DUMB ASS BITCH'S WILL GET WHAT THEY GOT COMING SINCE ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS STIR UP SHIT, AND BREAK THE LAW SPEAKING OF WITCH TRIED TO BUY A BABY FOR 3 THOUSAND AND A FORD EXPEDITION , OR STICKING THE KIDS IN THE TRUCK DRIVING ACROSS TOWN AND NOW FALSE REPORTING SO YOU DUMB ASS BITCH'S KEEP BREAKING THE LAW, IT WILL COME BACK TO GET YOU SOONER OR LATER
KEEP TRING TO RUIN YOUR KIDS LIFE THEY HAVE ALL THE WHILE YOU DO NOTHING AND I MEAN NOTHING BUT CAUSE SHIT, AND OF COURSE NOT PAY CHILD SUPPORT, SHIT ON THERE LAZY ASS AND JUST RUIN THERE KIDS LIVES AND OF COURSE NOT PAY CHILD SUPPORT BUT THEN SAY THEY CARE.
I WOULD HATE TO LIVE WITH MYSELF IF I LIVED LIKE THIS ALWAYS CAUSING THERE KIDS PAIN AND TRING TO RUIN FAMILIES BOY IT TAKES A REAL DUMB ASS BITCH TO LIVE LIKE THIS I GUESS I SHOULD BRING UP HOW SHE ALLOWED HER KIDS TO GO IN TO FOSTER CARE FOR THREE MONTHS AFTER SHE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE ON EASTER THEY WENT TO FOSTER CARE CAUSE SHE SAID THERE WAS NO FATHER. SO TELL ME IF I SHOULD GET HER FOR PERJURY CAUSE THEY WHERE UNDER OATH WHEN THEY WHERE ASKED OH THAT'S RIGHT SOCIAL SERVICES ARE GETTING ALL THAT INFORMATION TO HANG YOUR ASS SO YOU DUMB ASS BITCH'S JUST KEEP ON KEEPING ON AND WE WILL LEAVE THE LIGHT ON FOR YOU 24/7 THE JAILS ALWAYS OPEN.
SO TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS, READ ALL MY POST AND LOOK AT THE PATTERN HERE NOTICE HOW THERE WAS PEACE IN OUR LIVES UNTIL THE DUMB ASS BITCH'S STARTED ACTING LIKE DUMB ASS BITCH'S.

PEACE OUT FROM DIRT'S WORLD
I WILL BE BACK UNTIL THE BITCHES GO AWAY OR THROWED IN JAIL
MAY LOVE BE WITH YOU ALL
DIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!

DEAD BEAT PARENTS

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STUPID ATTORNEY'S

WELL LET JUST START BY SAYING, I HATE DUMB ASS ATTORNEYS. WHY YOU ASK CAUSE THERE IS THIS ONE WHO WORKS FOR MY BROKE EX-WIFE, WE WILL CALL HIM MISS HAWES. YES I KNOW I SAID HIM, BUT HE ACTS LIKE A GIRL. THIS DUMB ASS I BET WOULD DEFEND MY DOG AND STILL LOSE. HE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT HOW CRAZY I AM AND HOW MENTAL I AM, THE THING IS THERE IS ONLY A FEW POINTS BETWEEN CRAZY AND GENIUS. NOW I NOT TRING TO BE A SMART ASS OR ANYTHING OR CONCEDED BUT I AM PRETTY FUCKIN SMART LOOK AT ALL THE BULLSHIT I FIGURED OUT ABOUT THE FUKIN COUNTY AND THE CITY AND THE STATE , YOU THINK THEY TOLD ME THESE SECRETS, YEAH I DIDN'T THROWN OUT OF THE PROSECUTORS OFFICE FOR NOTHING.

WELL NOW LETS TALK ABOUT HIS DUMB ASS, WHO IS THE ONE WHO DRINK BEER ON THERE LUNCH BREAK AND THEN GOES BACK TO COURT TO DEFEND PEOPLE IN COURT, NOW WHO'S THE ONE THAT IS MENTAL . HEY MISS HAWES DO YOU KNOW YOUR CODE OF ETHICS SURE YOU DON'T DUMB ASS, IF YOU DID YOU WOULD KNOW THAT ,THAT IS THE BIGGEST STUPIDEST MISTAKE A ATTORNEY COULD MAKE , I WOUNDER HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN CONVICTED CAUSE HIS DUMB ASS WAS DRUNK. YES NOT ONCE BUT THREE TIMES I HAVE SEEN HIM DRINKING BEER ON HIS LUNCH , NO IT IS NOT SLANDER IT IS REAL SHIT , I DON'T LIE ABOUT PEOPLE I TELL YOU THE TRUTH . HE WANTS TO SLANDER ME IN COURT ,LIE ABOUT ME, LIE ABOUT MY KIDS, LIE ABOUT MY FAMILY, WELL MISS HAWES HOW DOES IT FEEL FOR EVERYONE WHO READS THIS WILL NOW KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR DRUNK ASS. I WONDER IF I CAN GET YOU THROWED OUT OF EVER PRACTICING LAW EVER AGAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. HE WANTS TO COMPLAIN ABOUT MY BLOG. SITE IN COURT TO THE JUDGE FOR WHAT CAUSE I TELL THE TRUTH WELL I WONDER HOW MANY THERE IS ABOUT "ME". LIKE I FUKIN CARE DIP SHIT . THE ONES WHO KNOW ME KNOW THE TRUTH AND KNOW I DONT BULL SHIT, LIE OR WHAT EVER ELSE THERE STUPID PEOPLE SAY. THEY ALWAYS HAVE TO LIE FOR EACH OTHER. BET THAT SUCKS LIVING YOUR LIFE AS ONE BIG FUKING LIE BET THAT SUCKS FOR YOU MISS HAWES YOU WANT TO DO BATTLE WITH ME NOT A PROBLEM PREPARE TO PACK YOUR SHIT AND MOVE TO OUT OF THE U.S. CAUSE WE ARE TIRED OF DUMB ASSES LIKE YOU WHO SCREW UP THE COURT SYSTEM SO KEEP YOUR BULLSHIT UP DUMB ASS LET SEE WHO WINS I M PREPARED ARE YOU BRING IT ON DRUNK, I CAN SHOW WHERE THERE ARE SOME 12 STEP PROGRAMS FOR YOU AND YOUR PROBLEM. BEER AND COURT DON'T MIX GOT IT STUPID SO KEEP YOUR SHIT UP SO THE WORLD CAN SEE HOW YOU AND YOUR BUDDIES SCREW UP THE COURTS. THAT IS WHY I BLOG STUPID TO SHOW THE WORLD PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND HOW YOU PISS ME OFF WITH YOUR EVIL WAYS  SO HERE I AM YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME PLEASE COME LEARN MORE, LET ME SCHOOL YOU ABOUT ME, LET ME SHOW YOU HOW I WORK STUPID, OH YEAH DON'T BE FUKIN AROUND IF YOU ANT TO DO THIS LETS DO IT,
I
AM
PREPARED
ARE
YOU !!!!!!!