Wednesday, August 26, 2009
USED ABUSED AND CONFUSED
NOW THE MIND IS VERY BEAUTIFUL THING BUT WHEN ABUSED OVER TIME IT STARTS TO BREAK . TO BE ABUSED AS A CHILD AND THE MIND SET THAT STICKS IN YOUR HEAD ABOUT THAT ABUSE . THE MIND RACES TO FIND A WAY TO COPE IT MAYBE A FREIND IT MAY BE A BOTTLE IT MAY POT , THE MIND FINDS A WAY TO COPE WHETHER IT IS SUPPRESSED OR RIGHT UP FRONT OR TO DROWN IT IN DRUGS THE MIND FINDS AWAWY. NOW THE MIND IS BEING TOLD THAT IT IS THE ABUSER IT STARTS TO CRACK. AS THE BOMB IN UR MIND TRIES TO FIGHT OFF WHAT IT KNOWS ISNT TRUE IT BEGINS TO CRUMBLE NOT LIKE A BUILDING BUT LIKE A BAG HAVE ALL THE AIR SUCKED OUT OF IT AS THE LITE OF THE WORLD STARTS TO FADE SO DOES THE STRENGHTH OF THE MIND START TO FADE. THE STAMPS OF YOUR LIFE START TO FLASH THE PAIN OF THE PAST COMES TO SITE THE RAGE OF THE MIND BEGINS TO BOIL BLOOD TURNS TO FUEL FOR THE MIND. MY MIND IS WACKED, MY WORLD ABOUT TO BE JACKED , I JUST BLACKED OUT . WHEN I FINALLY COME TO IN A STRANGE WORLD WHAT I CALL HELL. THE WORLD CAUSED THIS MESS AND NOW R SCARCED OF WHAT THE HELL BUILT MIND THEY HAVE BUILT. THEY TRY TO SUPPRESS IT WITH DRUGS, DRUGS THAT ONE DAY THEY HOPE TO STOP MY FREIGHT TRAIN MIND. IT PATH NOT SURE ITS PURPOSE CLEAR NOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS MASTER THE BEAUTIFUL MIND I HAVE. PHDS TRY TO TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG AND WHAT I SHOULD DO MY MIND SAYS THEIR SCARED OF U STOP THEM NOW CONTROLL UR SELF NOT THEM CONTROL YOU. AS THE MIND FIGHTS FOR IT PURPOSE TO PROVE THE WORLD PROJECTS ITS PURPOSE TO U . YOU FIGHT FOR WHAT IS RIGHT THE MIND WILL NEVER LOSE IT IS ALWAYS RUNNING ON THE PURPOSE IT HAS YOU DONT HAVE TO THINK IT DOES IT FOR U , R JOB IS TO SEE ITS PURPOSE AND CARRY IT OUT. DESTRUCTION OF THE MIND STARTS DEEP IT MAY TAKE YEARS IT MAY TAKE A SECOND BUT WHEN IT FINALLY RUNS OUT OF INK FOR ITS STAMPS OF LIFE WE SCRAMBLE TO REASON WHY WE DIDNT LISTEN TO THE ONE THING THAT TRUELY CONTROLS US. GOVERNMENT THINKS I M CRAZY , WHY ? , CAUSE I SAY AND SOMETIMES LOSS CONTROL AND DO WHAT I THEY DONT WANT THAT IS TO LISTEN TO MY MIND AND NOT DO WHAT THEY SAY, MY MIND IS NOT A SLAVE AND NEVER WILL BE, MY STAMPS IN LIFE VERY CLEAR AND VIVID, WHAT THE TEACH IS NOT WHAT MY MIND KNOWS, MY MIND KNOW LIFE AND HOW THIS LIFE IS, ITS NOT MY FAULT THEY THINK IM STUPID LITTLE DO THEY KNOW I M SMARTER THAN THEY WILL EVER BE, THE MIND IS A BEAUTIFUL THING DONT WASTE IT, LET IT BE FREE, LET IT RUN WILD , LOVE UR MIND FOR WHO IT IS NOT WHAT THEY TELL U IT IS, THE MIND WILL LET U KNOW WHEN IT HAS HAD ENOUGH, AND IT IS TIME TO REST, MY MIND CALLS FOR ITS DAILY MEDS NO PILLS NO DRUGS JUST GOING FOR A HIKE MILES IN THE WOODS LAYING DOWN ON THE GROUNG IN GODS COUNTRY AND FULFULLING THE FREEDOM THE MIND SEEKS. WHILE I LAY ON THE LEAVES STICKS WHAT EVER IS UNDERNEATH ME NATURE PULLS THE MIND OUT AND AS IT FLYS AROUND THE FREEDOM OF NATURE THE BODY OF ITS SLAVE LIES LIFE LESS FREE OF ANY STAMPS OF LIFE THE MIND SLOWLY REFUELS ITS SELF FOR ANOTHER STAMP OF LIFE .. FOR ALL THAT KNOW WHAT I SPEAK OF BE KIND DONT REWIND , NEVER LOSE SIGHT OF TOMMROW ...... GOOODDAY FROM DIRTS MIND
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troy why you typin in them capital letters for, man it's really hard for this ole man to read. took me a while to read, an i got the point and all,but son you need to relax some. ok. laff more enjoy more, no matter how shity things is. i been there done that, then drank more beer and forgot about it, hear me, ok then. hugs from me an bess
ReplyDeleteThanks bob nice to know someone gets my point i enjoy your blogs a lot but i havnt commented yet but i will u can count on it
ReplyDeleteTroy... thanks for the visit on my blog (coachyourmind). You asked for a little "direction..."
ReplyDeleteThe first thing - I lOVE the red and black. I don't know if you did it on purpose, but it represents you explosive personality. Red = emotion, which you've definitely got.
Second, though - I'd break up some of you paragraphs... just to make it easier to read for your visitors. If we don't have to struggle through something, you'll get many more repeat visitors.
Keep your opinions flying... that's what it's all about, but try to think about how WE view our visit. Is it "user friendly?" You could have the best stuff in the world to read, but it doesn't matter if no one finishes... or worse, looks at it and doesn't even start.
Short, sweet, and to the point is always better, yeah? Less = more, right?
Good luck, Troy!!!