TO MY KIDS

TO MY KIDS

THE FIGHT HAS BEEN LONG AND HARD AND I M ONLY ONE I GAVE IT ALL I HAD AND JUST ABOUT LOST IT ALL I HAD, FOR YEARS I FAULT THE FIGHT YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND, AND I HOPE WILL NEVER HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, NEVER BELIEVE WHEN YOU HEAR DIDNT LOVE, THE LOVE I GOT LIKED TO DESTROYED EVERYTHING I HAD ALWAYS KNOW I WILL BE HERE RIGHTS OR NOT ... ONE DAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHY I DID WHAT THEY FORCED ME TO DO, THEY WILL SAY CHOICE, AND I WILL SAY SHOULDNT BE A CHOICE..

KNOW THAT MY LOVE RUNS DEEP,

NO MATTER WHAT ANYBODY SAYS OR WHY THEY SAY IT

JUST ALWAYS KNOW I WILL BE HERE

I M RICH WITH LOVE NOT WITH MONEY AND ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE LOVE IS BETTER THAN MONEY

MONEY IS THE EVIL OF THIS WORLD PEOPLE DO DUMB AND UNLOGICAL THINGS FOR THERE LOVE OF THIS EVIL..

ALWAYS KNOW THE THREE YOU WERE HERE I DID MY BEST TO SUPPORT YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN, I GUESS I WAS ON THE THIN SIDE OF MONEY, BUT RICH WITH LOVE FOR YOU ALWAYS BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU COME FROM WE ARE ONLY ONE AND NO OTHERS WILL BE LIKE US IN OUR OWN VERY WAY....

 JUST BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE ALWAYS STAND STRONG IN WHAT YOU BELIEVE AND NEVER BACK DOWN THIS FIGHT HAS BEEN LONG AND HARD AND NOW I SET MY GUNS ASIDE FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO LOVE LIFE AND BE HAPPY U MAY FORGET THE FACE BUT YOU WILL NEVER FOR GET THE NAME

PIECE TO YOU ALL AND MAY "GOD" HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOLE AS I HAVE FELT NO MERCY BUT I STAND TO LIVE IT ...

THE PAST THREE YEARS

THE PAST THREE YEARS HAVE BEEN SPENT FIGHTING FOR MY KIDS THE ONES I GAVE UP ON YEARS BEFORE, AFTER THREE YEARS OF SPENDING EVERYDAY PROTECTING MY KIDS FROM THE ONES WHO HURT THEM, THEY MUST STRAY BACK TO, WHY YOU ASK , WELL I DO NOT KNOW , MAYBE SOCIAL SERVICES DO OR MAYBE THE COURTS KNOW, OR MAYBE EVEN GOD,, BUT I DONT NOT,,, I HAVE SPENT THE YEARS FIGHTING FIGHTING , FIGHTING ,AND FIGHTING NOW IM DONE, NO MORE FIGHTS NO NO MORE , I AM DONE WILL NOT FIGHT NO MORE,, THIS BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO SAY THEY UNDERSTAND AND THAT THEY GET IT,, BUT ALL THAT IS TO PISS ON YOU LATER, YEP YOU GOT THIS FAT FUCKIN BITCH ON THE LEFT, THAT HAS PRETTY MUCH FUCKED EVERYONE IN HER FAMILY FROM BROTHER TO STEPDAD, WHILE MOTHER LISTENS, TO DUMBASS SOCIAL SERVICES THAT HAS DONE HEARD BOUT THE TRUNK, HAS HEARD ABOUT THE BABY BUYING INCIDENT AND NUMBERS OTHER ALL TO DO NOTHING UNTIL YOU PISS THEM OFF JUST LIKE MY BLOGS, WELL SORRY IF THE TRUTH HURTS, BUT THAT LIFE RIGHT ISNT THAT WAT YOU TOLD ME, YEAH I STILL PAY MY CHILD SUPPORT BUT THAT FAT BITCH HASNT DONE ANYTHING BUT CAUSE MORE HARM,, SO FUCK IT I M DONE LET THEM FUCKIN HAVE IT ALL WHO FUCKIN CARES FOR "FATHERS" HAVNT FOUND ANYONE YET SO FUCK OFF

GOOD DAY AND FUCK OFF LOSERS

 C U AROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



MENTAL NOTE TO SELF

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MY MIND TO DAY 1-25-11

TODAY  INT BAD AT ALL FINALY GOT THINGS STRAIGHTENED WITH MY DAUGHTER AFTER HER MOTHER FUCKED THINGS UP AGAIN  WHEN WILL PEOPLE LEAVE THEIR KIDS ALONE AND STOP CAUSING THEM MENTAL ANGUISH. THE BULLSHIT SOME OF THESE MOTHERS PULL IS FUKIN STUPID AND THEY DONT SEE THAT. YES I M SURE EVERYONE HAS READ MY BLOG ON USELESS, STATE, COUNTY, GOVERMENT, AND SOME MAY THING IM STUPID BUT THESE OUR THE THINGS THEY DO TO ME, AND OUR DOING TO EVERYONE EVERYDAY, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, TODAY MAY BE THEY DAY I FINALY BROKE THROUGH  TO SOMEONE AND MIGHT GET SOME HELP FINALY, EVERYONE PRAY, THAT THEY WILL DO THIER JOB THIS TIME AND FROM NOW ON. HOPEFULLY ALL MY HARD WORK WILL FINALLY PAY OFF I HOPE, I HAVE RAISED ALOT OF HELL HER IN MY HOME TOWN BUT FOR A GOOD REASON, BEING ACCUSED OF BEING A METH COOKER (WHICH I ONCE WAS BUT NOT NOW), AND A POT GROWER (WHICH I ONCE WAS BUT NOT NOW), YES I FINALLY GREW UP AND GOT GOOD WOMAN WHO TAKES CARE OF ME AND MY CHILDREN, SO THE MIND IS PRETTY GOOD TODAY CAUSE I KNOW MY SELF AND MANY OTHERS THESE THINGS ARE LIES AND IT HAS BEEN PROVEN OVER AND OVER AGAIN 

SO THE MIND SAYS TO ALL YOU HATERS KEEP HATEN "GOD" WILL JUDGE YOU IN YOUR OWN TIME SO KEEP JUDGING PEOPLE YOU WILL BE JUDGED IN YOUR OWN TIME TRUST ME. BUT THAT OK PEOPLE CAUSE WE KNOW THE TRUTH RIGHT BUT FOR NOW ME ,MY WIFE AND KIDS ARE SAFE AND I PLAN TO KEEP IT THAT WAY PERIOD.

SO GOOD DAY FROM DIRTS WORLD

AND ILL BE BACK!!!!!!